and a large overuse of the word 'flawless'.
If you're here, you are an amazing person and I love you, just wanted to say that first and foremost. This blog is exclusively TVD and not spoiler free. I write in the tags like it's my job and can't make gifs for shit. I love talking to people and making assumptions on the slightest of spoilers. There is no Paul Wesley or Stelena on my blog. No Paul because I have a blog dedicated to him, found in the 'other blogs' link. No Stelena because there's Delena. I don't fight about ships and don't get angry easily, but I do obsess over ships and get fangirly easily. Hope you enjoy. (:
“I don’t remember us.” “I do, and no matter how much I missed you or how much pain I was in, I never would have erased everything we ever had. Even if I was drowning in grief, I’d rather hang on to every moment that I ever held you or every laugh that I ever heard, every shred of happiness that we ever had. I would rather spend every moment in agony than erase the memory of you.”
“But you know what I really am? Selfish. Because I make bad choices that hurt you. Yes, I would’ve rather have died than be human. I’d rather die now than spend a handful of years with you…only to lose you when I’m old and miserable and you’re still you. I’d rather die right now.. than spend my final years remembering how good I had it and how happy I was. Because that’s who I am, Elena. And I’m not gonna change. And there’s no apology in the world..that encompasses all the reasons that I’m wrong for you.“
“Fine. Then I’m not sorry, either. I’m not sorry that I met you. I’m not sorry that knowing you has made me question everything. That in death, you’re the one that made me feel most alive. You’ve been a terrible person. You’ve made all the wrong choices. And of all the choices I’ve made, this will prove to be the worst……but I’m not sorry that I’m in love with you. I love you, Damon. I love you.”